just a few words

Hey dearie Dew,

How've you been? lately, I've been busy coping with school as well as the Christmas presents! Woah! Christmas is just round the corner. i'm still in school waiting for some freaking tutors out there due to my absence which will take place next week.

I am still the same and well, I'm thinking alot too! As usual! However, why do i always think so much and feel so deep? Sometimes i just feel like crashing such thoughts and lead a happy life but somehow, i just can't seem to do it.

I thought about Darren again and wonder why the distance between us? I try not to assume but well that's what i did for nick's case and got myself into great disappointment.Sometimes I feel its utterly useless having such friends around for words said are empty.

I am leaving for the Philippines soon ,i hope, and i hope God is giving me this opportunity to rest and find out answers slowly.I don't mind finding them alone like i always do but i just wish for the best in my life.

Everything to me is a reality which bites and somehow, a fairy tale has not occured to me.naive as usual but it seems to me that it is when and what i wanna be. Dew, I love you!